Saturday, August 16, 2008 '
My looks are totally ruined
My heart has come to an end where no matter what, the gap stays
The words that people are using to describe me has totally hurt me
I may have lost you long ago but you're still the only girl whom i remember
i may seem happy , yet inside its all torn and broke down
the day our love was born, was the day that my heart had sticked to you
i'm holding onto the love which i know that there's no hope anymore
each time i blink my eyes is each time i'm feeling your heartbeat
cries of the loved that i've shown & prove to you has hurt me
you may have dissapointed me with your words and your actions
but i understood your heart and the way you react
the only thing i don't understand is why you are doing this to me ?
why can't you just leave my heart in a place where others can find it ?
the day you left me until now, my purpose in living is still uncertain
it has been locked up by you and only you
i know that there is no hope in this relationship anymore ;(
but you'ill still be the most memorable one
iloveyous
Red is the colour of my heart, Red is the colour of my blood
the only person that will be my future is you now
i may not have entered your heart before but i'm trying my best to
i want you to feel the love that i'm trying to give
do not judge me by my looks nor my attitude
judge me for my heart and my love towards you
if this are impossible to be achieved, whats the point of me trying so hard ?
all i wanted is a special spot in your heart
your love is all that i've desired for
i'm tired of loving one after the other ;(
all i want now is you thats all
my tears has already been dried up for years
my smiles has already turned upside down without any notices
i have lost tracks of my path without you being here with me
If there is to be a day ,
the day of you loving me deeply without judging me from any angle,
then i will never ever have any regrets in my life ;)
i have lost my way back into this world from
the day that i made you cry
the day i made you suffer with me
the day that i neglected you for the whole time
When i'm with you, i'm always calm and loving ;)
but lets imagine the days without you :
Sad , angry , agitated easily , cruel & ignorant ;(
You have taught me many meanings in life,
not to be cruel to my EXes , forgive and forget .
I've learnt my lessons Bi , had it not been for you, i wouldn't have changed
i'm glad that i've got you right here kept inside my ♥ .
i know many times, i'm giving you those fcuking attitudes
and i can see that you're carrying it with you no matter where you go
you have never complain it to me before about it but i can feel it
Loving someone isn't easy, much less Love isn't easy to be controlled ;(
iloveyous , Muacks ^^
